The Secret

I finally realize

She actually doesn't wish anyone to know about our relationship

Seriously I have no idea why she keep on hiding it

Perhaps, I'm just a burden to her

I don't have a good feeling about this

I just feel like she is ashamed to be with me

I feel like I'm unwanted, a boy-toy

That is my thought

Sometimes I even wonder if she ever care about my feeling

That's a stupid question really

I tell myself that I were just thinking too much

At least I trust that she does

But it's all right

That, at least now I know what she is thinking about

From what I heard from her

She's afraid that it will affect our relationship

Maybe she is right

And I will always respect her decision

I never expect too much anyway

I'm happy enough just to actually be with her

Who knows if our relationship is still fragile

But the only thing I'm sure

No one can stop me from loving you

As long as my heart beats

As long as I still have my breath

I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you ♥

If In Doubt, Love

So I've created my first ever blog because of someone

Or else she is going to say i'm not fulfilling my promise ><

Actually I'm out of my mind that what to write about

Hmm... let's talk about some sweet changes in my life recently

I've met someone and she's the kind of girl I never met before

A girl that made me believe in fate

And I'll never forget that night

A love song that lead us into a new romance unexpectedly

(Do you even remember that? ><)

At that very moment, we make our confessions to each other

14/05/2011 - since then we started our love journey...♥

After these times, we come to know each other even better

And I'm pretty sure I've made a right choice

Baby I promise you, I'll work hard on this relationship, I will

And I hope so do you

Coz I really do care about our relationship

Coz this time, I've fallen in love with you

and it just keep getting deeper and deeper

It's doesn't matter if I couldn't be your first,

I just wanna be your last ♥

P/S: Please always do update your blog, your hubby aka your top supporter will always keep an eye on it :P